So I came across a lovely blog out here asking to describe your life in two words (Thank you Avid observer for that) and came to think of it … What is life in two words after all?
As I replied to that post I had these thoughts coming within about everything that I am and everything that I have seen . After having a flashback of the not so good side of life , I only had two words in my mind with what I could proudly relate my life to – ” Fearless Cub”
Life as we know – is filled with a lot of emotions. Everyone’s life is different . You might be able to relate to a few situations you see or hear about , but you cannot feel the same pain! Everyone’s intensity differs.
The naughty cub comes from a very emotional place in my heart . I have a lovely mother who is as strong as a tigress and after going through the roughest patch in our lives , a person came and told my mom she’s a tigress and her kids (my brother and I) are her cubs! We three created our lives on our own soon after my father left us to be in a better place , in heaven . We stood by each other and faced our pain as gracefully as we possibly could! We didn’t realise how strong we were until being strong was the only option! Today after five years the pain is same each and every day of the loss but I’ve learnt to live as strongly as I can and not just survive!
I have been a naughty kid since forever , even post my marriage I haven’t changed a bit . My family knows me as that kid with this naughty yet innocent smile and sparkling tiny eyes when I smile .
So yes , the naughty cub is never going to grow I laugh my pain off and try to make others smile too with the same. I wouldn’t ever wanna show anyone the pain within . I don’t want sympathy . I want strength . Strength comes from within.. I made my pain my biggest strength , today I can go through any circumstances whether good or bad with equal strength and positivity !
I’ve read this saying that really got me going stronger than ever – GOD GIVES HIS TOUGHEST BATTLES TO HIS STRONGEST SOLDIERS!
So all in all , this is my final thought – BEING STRONG IS IN YOUR HAND! Nobody can decide or feel what you have been through and how strong are you . You are the owner of your own mind and heart , never let anyone pull you down!
Okay so I’m really overwhelmed with all the love I’ve recieved so far on this lovely platform…I’m glad I touch a few peoples mindset and souls in some way or the other! I don’t wanna make this boring so let’s get into it –
I wanted a tattoo a few years ago , JUST BECAUSE. Then like every tattoo addict I ended up making one more …. and then one more … and then one more … so eventually I ended up having 6 tattoos … BUT I did not want the tattoos to represent who I am in a judgemental way that I’ve seen people being here where I live . So I’ve made tattoos at places where I can show and hide them as and when I want!
Tattoo number 1 ( Five pointed star ) – My first tattoo was suppose to be a shooting star but my artist was stoned AF and kind of messed the whole thing up..then one of my closest friend designed a tattoo for me but passed away in an accident soon after he bought his tattoo tool (Josh you are missed deeply) so in his remembrance I got my shooting star retouched to the soft copy design of the tattoo he wanted to make for me!
Tattoo number 2 and 3 (Infinite Love) – As I was getting this tattoo done I got a spontaneous wish of making “Infinite love” on my fingers , ring finger having the infinite sign particularly . SO I GOT IT DONE! And finger tattoos are really painful! I’ve got it retouched three times too due to the pigmentation it’s unpredictable for that part to catch the tattoo colour and stay for good without smudging .
Tattoo number 4 ( Yin & Yang ) – While making the infinite love I sat down with my artist and my best friend and designed the yin and yang with tribal wings , my best friend and I wanted to get it done together but that never happened and eventually I got it done a year later on my back and the tattoo basically represents a significant balance between good/bad , positive/negative , male/female and all the opposite features and traits.
Tattoo number 5 ( A dream catcher with an anklet ) – This was a gift from my husband to me (then boyfriend) . I had seen a wonderful dream catcher online and I always found it to be this positive attractive force . I wanted to get it done on my leg but I found it to look very random when positioned on my feet , then I thought of making an anklet with it and it turned out to look perfectly the way I wanted my tattoo to be! I LOVE THIS ONE!
Tattoo number 6 (Roman Numeral Date) – This was the latest tattoo that I got done , nearly a year and a half ago it basically says 31-12-1964 . I lost my father a few years ago and this was a remembrance to me , by me , that he’s always with me … I have made the tattoo facing me so whenever I see my wrist I see a little something that’s representating my father . It is my most precious and most special tattoo! I deeply miss and love my father so much so that an explanation in words wouldn’t even justify it.
EVERY TATTOO HAS A STORY , What’s yours?
(Just a side note : I’m open to giving suggestions and ideas if anyone wants to make one! Please leave a comment down below or mail me your questions! Lots of love and positivity!❤️)